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April 20, 2006 - 10:44 a.m.

Ughh I am stuck in a rut lately. I am really down on myself b/c its been almost 2 years since I graduated. I haven't been able to do anything with my degree. I am not sure what to do. I can't really get a job w/o any experience. I refuse to work min wage jobs. BTDT. one option is to volunteer at a non profit or something for a while to at least get SOME experience. BUT, that means no INCOME. We are doing OK on one income, but we never really have any extra $$ to save.

I was also thinking of trying to get a 4 yr degree now. Of course, Lee was like, "what about me? when can I go back to school?" I totally understand his point, but I want to change. I guess its b/c I am inching closer to 30 and I just don't feel like I've suceeded with anything. YES, I am a mother, and I love it, but what else is there for me?

I often get scared about this. I do not want to be like my mom and have to wrok low wage paying jobs when I am in my 50's. SIGHHHHH

Why is life so harD?

 

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